Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
Male, 17, Single
Name: Desmond Teng aka Roland.
School: Shatec institue.
Location: Singapore.
D.O.B: 19 of January 1994.
Horoscope: Capricorn.
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away
I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
Went to fish farm today! Was like so happy luh. I can buy my fish le. Leonard also pei me buy but he bought small de fish. I choose for very long then finally get three big fish. HAHA! Scared die luh! 2 gold fish die alrd! Hope wont die ba! Fish farms is fun siia! Will be going next week again.
Sunday, February 20, 2011 || 6:25 AM
LOL, At yee enn's house now. Just finish playing our mahjong not long ago. Was cooking things to eat. Cooked porridge with sadines and egg! HAHA! Still got alot of left over luh! Think have to throw away le. Cant finish le!
Aiya, i go see nba le! Bye!
Friday, February 18, 2011 || 10:58 PM
Had my english test today. Super easy, LOL! Later i fail. But i think no one in th class will fail one luh. So easy! HAHA! After that had my normal lesson then delay delay jiu 2plus 3 then end school luh. Actually 12 plus jiu can end le. Waste time only.
Went to chong pang! Finally bought my gold fish le! So happy luh. Bought 2 and th tank all this luh. Cost me quite alot but dont care ah, just buy only! Now it's in my room! HAHA! ; ( Something happen! One of my fish dont know why suddenly die! Saddieme! Gonna get another one tomorrow!
Thursday, February 17, 2011 || 11:18 PM
Hais, Was in school whole day today also from afternoon. Kitchen wholday! But today is so different! Chef changed! He today in school say i good for two times. Usually he seldom say people good de but today he actually did!
Tell you all what actually happen, i need th onions for my dish and i took half of it only, th other half i put back in th tray. But actually it was suppose to be wrap up and put in th chiller if not it will spoil. I forgetten, so i left it there. Chef found out th onion there, so he shouted - Who put th onion there?! I was like daydreaming then never hear, then he shouted again. i heared but i didnt admit it was me cause i scared he later scold me, why so long then admit.
He told th class that all have to stay back after cooking until th person who left th onion there admit. After cooking he asked again, who put th onion there. Then i tell th chef th onion is i put de. He didnt scold me instead he say to th whole class. Desmond is good, although he did something wrong but he dares to admit. I was like stun luh! Than whole class clap hand, Whatthfuck?
Th world is turning! Soon everything is going to change!
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妳曾說不想有天讓我知道 ni ceng shuo bu xiang you tian rang wo zhi dao You had said that you didn't want me to find out 妳對他 有那麼好 ni dui ta you na me hao How good you treat him 妳說會懂 我的失落 ni shuo hui dong wo de shi ruo You said you would understand my disappointment 不是靠寬容 就能夠解脫 bu shi kao kuan rong jiu neng gou jie tuo It couldn't be relieved with just tolerance
我以為我出現的時候剛好 wo yi wei wo chu xian de shi hou gang hao I thought that I showed up at a perfect time 妳和他 正說要分開 ni he ta zheng shuo yao fen kai You and him were about to break up 我以為妳 己對他不再期待 wo yi wei ni yi dui ta bu zai qi tai I thought you no longer had any hope for him 不縱容他 再給妳傷害 bu zong rong ta zai gei ni shang hai You were not going to let him hurt you again
我以為我的溫柔 wo yi wei wo de wen rou I thought my gentleness 能給妳整個宇宙 neng gei ni zheng ge yu zhou Could give you the universe 我以為我能全力 neng gei ni zheng ge yu zhou I thought I was able 填滿妳感情的缺口 tian man ni gan qing de que kou To fill the void in your relationship 專心陪在妳左右 zuan xin pei zai ni zou you Focusing on being by your side 彌補他一切的錯 ni bu ta yi qie de cuo Making up for all his mistakes 也許我太過天真 ye xu wo tai guo tian zhen Maybe I was too naive 以為奇蹟會發生 yi we qi ji hui fa sheng I thought miracle would happen
我以為終究妳會慢慢明白 wo yi we zhong jiu ni hui man man ming bai I thought you would eventually realize 他的心 已不在妳身上 ta de xin yi bu zai ni shen shang His heart was no longer on you 我的關心 妳依然無動於衷 wo de guan xin ni yi ran wu dong yu zhong You continue to be indifferent to my caring 我的以為 只是我以為 wo de yi wei zhi shi wo yi wei My assumption is just that I assumed
我以為我的溫柔 wo yi wei wo de wen rou I thought my gentleness 能給妳整個宇宙 neng gei ni zheng ge yu zhou Could give you the universe 我以為我能全力 wo yi wei wo neng quan li I thought I was able 填滿妳感情的缺口 tian man ni gan qing de que kou To fill the void in your relationship 專心陪在妳左右 zuan xin pei zai ni zou you Focusing on being by your side 彌補他一切的錯 ni bu ta yi qie de cuo Making up for all his mistakes 也許我太過天真 ye xu wo tai guo tian zhen Maybe I was too naive 以為奇蹟會發生 yi we qi ji hui fa sheng I thought miracle would happen
他讓妳紅了眼眶 ta rang ni hong le yan kuang He made you cry 妳卻還笑著原諒 ni que hai xiao zhe yuan liang But you still forgave him with a smile 原來妳早就想好 yuan lai ni zao jiu xiang hao Turned out you already decided 妳要留在誰的身旁 ni yao liu zai shei de sheng pang Who you wanted to be with 我以為我夠堅強 wo yi wei wo gou jian qiang I thought I was strong enough 卻一天天的失望 que yi tian tian de shi wang But I was disappointed each day 少給我一點希望 shao gei wo yi dian xi wang If you had given me less hope 希望就不是奢望 xi wang jiu bu shi she wang Then hope wouldn't have become so excessive
我以為我的溫柔 wo yi wei wo de wen rou I thought my gentleness 能給妳整個宇宙 neng gei ni zheng ge yu zhou Could give you the universe 我以為我能全力 wo yi wei wo neng quan li I thought I was able 填滿妳感情的缺口 tian man ni gan qing de que kou To fill the emptiness in your relationship 專心陪在妳左右 zuan xin pei zai ni zou you Focusing on being by your side 彌補他一切的錯 ni bu ta yi qie de cuo Making up for all his mistakes 也許我太過天真 ye xu wo tai guo tian zhen Maybe I was too naive 以為奇蹟會發生 yi we qi ji hui fa sheng I thought miracle would happen
他讓妳紅了眼眶 ta rang ni hong le yan kuang He made you cry 妳卻還笑著原諒 ni que hai xiao zhe yuan liang But you still forgave him with a smile 原來妳早就想好 yuan lai ni zao jiu xiang hao Turned out you already decided 妳要留在誰的身旁 ni yao liu zai shei de sheng pang Who you wanted to be with 我以為我夠堅強 wo yi wei wo gou jian qiang I thought I was strong enough 卻輸得那麼絕望 que shu de na me jue wang But I lost with so much despair 少給我一點希望 shao gei wo yi dian xi wang If you had given me less hope 希望就不是奢望 xi wang jiu bu shi she wang Then hope wouldn't have become so excessive
Wednesday, February 16, 2011 || 11:57 PM
Fuck! In the kitchen whole day, face danm oily luh! Today is test! Not normal cooking! Have to complete two soup and two main course in 3hrs! Whatthhell! Our menu is Two beef consomme and two roasted chicken deboned! Plus one starch, for example mash potato, rice all this de.
Than i was like whatthfuck luh. Sure jing zhang than not enough time de. But in th end my time was jsut nice. But th food i present was like fail uh? Th chicken i cook so long le th chef still say not cook! Than say th carrot no seasoning. I do roasted potato than th chef say it's LAZY potato. Cause it's a simple and basic doing. In th end i think i fail ba. Whole class 3plus people less than 10 pass only luh. FUCK!
Sian, Jitao at kitchen just shag only luh. Dont say le. Got to go sleep le. Nights people!
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kaiyee.: Heyhey, tag ;D @ Thanks for th tag, wil tag you back soon de ; ) ; Qixuan (L): Heyyyyy roland ! Remember me ? Tags ohh ! (: @ Of course remember ah! You are qi xuan luh? LOL! chermaine: Tagged @ Thanks! You no blog uh? Youxiang: TAGGED!! @ Thanks bro uh?